The Passing




All the long winded conversations

About nothing that haunted me while I tried to sleep

The mounting frustrations of wanting to gain control

Of personal situations and people and their issues

I don’t like relying on others for fulfillment

But I do find myself being distracted

By kind words and inspired laughter

Though I will have to get past all my gripes

And acts of greedy needy back biting

I will look forward to not carrying around

All the dark secrets revealed to me

At the end of my life here

I will finally be freed from the weight

Placed on my shoulders from

Worldly expectations, man -made obligations

I will no longer seek approval or acceptance

And all the things I wanted to say both good and bad

Every hurt feeling every tear shed in silence

Will be erased and my soul will be able to receive light

So I can help lift up the fallen and pull forward the lost

....Lisa C




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