Personal Storm
Go ahead and be angry
Hold that frustration and self-righteousness in
Rethink over and over how I or someone else
Disobeyed or misunderstood you
Hold that grudge close to your heart
Share your story all one sided in your favor
With friends and strangers
Slander me, make me the monster
Avoid me at all cost even though
Underneath the seething animosity
You know deep down I really care for you
That my irrationals bursts of insecurity
Desperation like spears launched to gain control
That what was there right from the start is still there
But if holding onto that anger and frustration is easier for
you
If that makes you feel like you’re doing something positive
Even if letting go for a while to gain perceptive
Is what you need to do
Then do what you need to do
But don’t stay there for long
I miss your company