Start Over




There are days when the glass is half full and days when it’s mostly empty and there are days when the glass drop and breaks, I acknowledge it and step over it. I do get tired of trying to see the bright side of things when reality keeps telling me the glass is half empty. I mean seriously, if you keep taking sips from the glass without replenishing it’s not half full anymore it becomes more than half empty.

  This whole law of attraction and being grateful, upping your vibration thing is not as easy as it sounds or reads. There is no magic wand to wave then harp music and boom there it is, the object or situation of your heart’s desire. Since trying out the concept I have faced a few distractions, minor ones perhaps and after rehashing old wounds with a friend both mine and hers, I heard myself trying to offset that urge to jump back in the defeatist pool for the both of us.

    The one thing however, I was counting on to manifest through this vibrational rewiring hasn’t shown any signs of cutting into my reality and making me a believer. I refuse to gloss over the disappointment I am feeling but I am also trying to not let it stop me from allowing something better to manifest. Right now the glass is half empty, well mostly empty, but in gratitude sake I do have the resources and ability to replenish which is more than some can say.  Until this spiritual medicine kicks in, I am now learning it’s not over night, I will try to find some good in the not so good. As of right now the glass splattered on the floor will be swept up and disposed of and a new glass I will fill and go from there

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