Letting it Go

Today I set out to do a symbolic ritual of letting go. I like many, hold onto past and present negative issues that block or steal what I should be experiencing in my life. As long as those negative energies are in or around me even though I am doing every right on the outside I will be denied access. So this morning I did a meditation/chakra cleansing then later got some red helium filled balloons and wrote on them 8 of my negative energies that are blocking me from achieving abundance.

 I went to Quiet Waters and I was going to release each balloon one by one letting go of the negatives. Well it was quiet blustery out and I was going to film it on my phone and I had tied the bouquet to a post in one of shelters. When I was ready I was trying to free the bunch from the post and a park ranger came up to on a golf cart. He had first thought I was trying to attach the balloons and I explained I was trying to untie them. He left but came flying back when he saw me standing at the edge of the lake and gave me the third degree as to what I was doing. I wasn’t destroying park property or harming anything I was getting annoyed that he was in my face about it. I asked several times if I was breaking any park rules and he was trying to think if I was but he couldn’t and h said no. He asked again what I was doing with the balloons. I told him it was something symbolic and personal he then asked if it was something in memory of and I said not exactly. He sat there on his golf cart staring at me then he said that the balloons will end up going somewhere and I quickly replied back that with the wind they would not stay in the park and I asked again if I was breaking any park and he said no but I was polluting.

   Between the winds whipping my balloons around and his attitude I had had enough. He went on his merry way and I grabbed my balloons and headed back to the car and came home. I was extremely angry and hurt which were two of the balloons I was unable to release before the park Nazi thwarted my efforts. The two balloons that I managed to release were Jealousy and Regret. I still plan to do a releasing with the remainder of the balloons but anywhere public. Nobody or nothing is going to stop me, not even the negative outside forces, I just had to pause and rethink how.

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